Terbuka memori

I've loved someone for a long time ...
because she is my first love
has now changed, I don't see you again
and I can't hope for this love for you

and now you are in my eyes
as if time deliberately brought us together
and you reopen memories
can I be able to hold back love for you?

could it be time to make me love you
so there was no regret beforehand
but if I can't longer have you
I am happy to have love for you

oh God, you know I'm very nervous about her
I'm afraid if I have to start with her
can i know how to start?
without silence, without fear, without feeling nervous